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| well, i havent writtin in this thing in foreverrrr! omg. the past few
weeks have been quite interesting. some good and some bad things have
happened. but i dont wanna talk about the past. im so incredably happy
right now. me and nate are back together and its so perfect. <3 i
dont think theres anything else to describe it. just plan and simply
perfect. actually, no...its not just plan and simple. its amazinggg! i
have never felt this way about someone. he makes me so happy, and he
knows exactly what to say, and how to make me smile when im sad. or how
he calls at the right moment when i need to hear his voice. he is the
greatest! =] i love you babe 
well....i could go on and on about how incredable this kid is,
but i should be leaving. im going over to katies for a lil bit.
actually ill probly be there all day. i think im sleepin over laradanas
tonight? hmm...well. peacee outtt<3
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| hmm.....i wish i had never fallen in love. i dont regret it tho. i just
wish i was still a little kid. boys are so dumb. its weird tho...cuz
some guys i just love and they are the greatest friends, but then
theres the ones who are really immature and just make u wanna throw up.
thenn....theres the guys who u think i like. there really nice, they
say all the right things, but are not always there when u need them to
be. yea...everthing thats happened to me lately has been so weird. i
have been very bi-polor lately. one minute im soo happy and another im
really depressed and on the verge of tears. then im all happy and hyper
again....soo weird. then like...ppl get all pissed at me cuz i do
stupid shit when im not in good moods and it pisses me off even more. i
know theres ppl who care about me, but just the annoying ppl that like
to bitch about everything really pisses me off. ughhhh! im really
pissed right now so i better stop writing before i break my
computer or something.....
p.s...i hope tonight goes according to plan. i wish my new cell phone
would get here. i wish ppl didnt have to move, or that you could go
with them =[
p.p.s....Cass, im gunna miss u! glad we started talkin and im always
here for u babe. im gunna miss our little adventures to the b-room
during lunch lolz. love you girll! have fun in New York
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| hmm...im in into to music right now. were not doing anything so im in here on the comp. im not really having a good day i guess. i kinda just feel like i wanna be by myself. right now i feel so relaxed tho, just sitting here by myself and venting. well....yesterday me and nate broke up. i cant really explain y i did or my feelings for anything right now. i go through these " mood swings i guess u could call them and dont really have explainations for why i do/ feel the way i do. i just know that right now i dont wanna br with nate anymore. hes a great guys dont get me wrong, and i love haning out with him. but i guess maybi its just gettin old...im not really sure. iv been thinkin about eric a lot to. i know i miss him tonss...but i dont know if i should go back to him. i know when im with him im happy, but yet at the same time he makes me feel like shit. so idk. i just love the kid to death and ughh...who knows. im just gunna stay single for a while i guess. cuz like i said i dont really wanna be with anyone. i feel really bad for nate tho. he left early today, but that could also be bcuz its 4/20 =] hehe....well anyways...yea...hes all upset and shit and was about to cry on the fone last night. i felt so bad. im really not good with relationships i guess. like...when im in one i dont wanna be, but when im not in one i want to be...its weird. im so hypicritical i guess and i hate it  ....i dont even know how to explain myself sometimes and it really sucks. nate wants a reason for all this and i dont know how to explaine to him. and sometimes when i try to explaine myself it sounds so fake but itss really just how i feel. ok well im gunna go cuz yea....periods almost over kinda...ill write more later i guess.
<3 Megg
p.s. i love kelsey fisher ohh soo muchh! she colors pretty pictures and makes me smile =] | | |
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ok so i just wrote this whole thing in word and it wont let me copy it into here  grr.... well to sum it all up....
saturday- game...sam and nate came.we lost. i scored a goal,
played very aggressively and ran some ppl over. got a giant bruise on
my ankle and its all fucked up.
sunday- another game. we tied. deff would have won if the goal i scored
had counted. oh well. after my game i went to IHOP with melissa
and my mom. now im home, very sore...feel like shit cuz i have a
hugeungous headache...ok thats pretty much it.
<3 meg
ps. i<3kelsey cuz shes pretty
and kayte empson is my hero even when she forgets my flowers
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